Get right or get left

For the time being, I'm gonna try write a few of my thoughts in the morning.


Anyway here goes...
I did a bit of reading this morning. You know when you wake up super early and cant get back to sleep. (poor lyrics) its the worst feeling every because you know by midday you'll  feel  super tired and shit. Oh well i'll deal with that later. So with this early reading I took the time to look at other blogs and to come up with some new years resolutions that I will probably not follow. Two things I've learned this morning. Blogging is actually a skill, there are good blogs and really really crap ones (poor lyrics) lol. The other thing is new years resolutions are pathetic promises one gives it self without any belief that one will follow or keep it to the end of the year. Most people can't even remember what their one was at the beginning of this year. To break this trend my new years resolution is to not have any. That way, I won't break it before the end of January.

I need to stop Promising myself the same thing, year after year. "Get right or Get left." I've decided that 2011 will be the year where I stop desiring and start getting.Of course, there might be a few hiccups along the way and realistically the year won't be perfect but I will get right rather then get left behind...

Off to work now. Got to make like a tree and leave (poor :S lol) I'm actually liking this blogging thing. I should have done this along time.

Adios friends x 

Finally....

Sooooo hello world.
I've finally got round to doing this, after only God knows how long. My first Blog. This is something I've started and plan to continue. I actually need this. I need a media to pour out my heart...REALLY?!?!? no but seriously the reasons for this blog came to me on the train back to London from Manchester. After a very eventful weekend which I will tell you more about in a later blog. The main reason for this blog is for me to go back in 5 or 10 years times and just be like wow. This blog is more for me than you. I'm just inviting you along for the ride. Another thing is, this blog  will be for year 2011. I will note down everything that goes on in my head or at least try to. I will be 100% honest.
Before I continue I must warn those smart intellect people that may happen to come across my blog. You will most likely find some horrendous spelling and grammatical errors in this blog. English was never my strong point. I'm more of a maths boy. I will try and proof read what I write before I post so, bare with bare with.

So First thing first. I will provided you with a definition of an introvert. I was going to write it in my own words till I found this online

Contrary to what most people think, an introvert is not simply a person who is shy. In fact, being shy has little to do with being an introvert! Shyness has an element of apprehension, nervousness and anxiety, and while an introvert may also be shy, introversion itself is not shyness. Basically, an introvert is a person who is energized by being alone and whose energy is drained by being around other people.
Introverts are more concerned with the inner world of the mind. They enjoy thinking, exploring their thoughts and feelings. They often avoid social situations because being around people drains their energy. This is true even if they have good social skills. After being with people for any length of time, such as at a party, they need time alone to "recharge."
When introverts want to be alone, it is not, by itself, a sign of depression. It means that they either need to regain their energy from being around people or that they simply want the time to be with their own thoughts. Being with people, even people they like and are comfortable with, can prevent them from their desire to be quietly introspective.
Being introspective, though, does not mean that an introvert never has conversations.


Yes this is cheating but I don't think I could have put it better. I will Harvard reference this if it makes anyone feel better. Anyway this sums me up a lot. Those who know me will probably agree. Then again please don't get it twisted though, I can be the loudest person in the room and the center of attention but thats is only with people I've known for a very very long time. Generally I tend to stay in the background and study my surroundings. I'm one of those people that pick up and notice the smallest of things...

I will leave it there for now. (misfits is going to start soon and I must watch it) Hopefully I will write more tomorrow and it will be more structured  blog.

Good night friends, foes and the unknown. x